I think the day I can chuck my spiritual books into a bonfire will be a glorious day indeed. answers are already within us, and the books can help, but also hinder with all the different methodologies and messages. So much stuff on youtube, workshops, etc.
that I am getting overloaded. I need a spiritual retreat, which means a retreat without any teachings or outside info coming in, so I can let the information within me speak to and through me.