Issues with Intimacy

I never let men or women get close to me as I was hurt greatly early on in life (feeling defective myself and not trusting people), so I substituted the comfort of my music to take the place of real, meaningful relationships, as music can’t hurt me or my dog can’t hurt me, but unfortunately it is a bad substitute for REAL LOVE. I form dysfunctional obsessions and attachments to things rather than open up and be vulnerable to people. Fear, Loneliness, & Pain were my constant companions growing up, so giving those up for something much GREATER has been very difficult, they were all I knew at the time and they are like a very scratchy security blanket.

This entry was posted in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )


Connecting to %s