It is there, underneath the pain. I used to think I would never find it, but the more you are willing to let go of your pain and see it for the illusion it is, the quicker it will fall away. Ask for help. You will get it.
Another thing that will make a huge difference in freeing yourself will be when your desire to be free becomes greater than your desire to hold on to your anger and hurt.
Then you will be truly ready to forgive.
Forgiveness is freedom.
–Cathy Thorsen, TLW (Texas Lightworker)